I need to update this more since i dont actually use my tumblr for personal updates

long title was long.

anyways its been a while, things are going good. charizard is himself as always, noodles is a pig and the leopard geckos are still piggys too.

ive got a betta fish now :3 his name is trogdor, hes a dragon scaled plakat, or short finned dragon scale betta. hes bright green with yellow fins :D

Schools over

So my classes are done till fall, however.... i have yet to tell my parents ive failed my math class >>

my GPA is still over 2.0 though and from what i can tell it didnt effect my classes i registered for. So maybe im ok? I dunno

but i finally have my leos home with me :) smeggles as it turns out is male, so spootimous is the only girl i have XD

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Oh, i update my tumblr more than this, so check it out

I really need to update this more

Whelp. Still a single lady, its whateves i guess. Me n rick both still care about each other and still hang out, i spend the night every once in a while to play FF13 while he raids.

My herps are doing good, my leos are nearly a year old and charizard is getting close to 2. Whereas im turning 21 in less than a week!

Like last time, not talking to ace anymore. Finally got all of my stuff back from him... after 4 months of bitching. Shitty part? I still miss him. I miss my best friend, my weird reptile friend, the goofball that could always make me feel better. Im in counciling now, to help deal with all the emotions and shit i still have. Im not sure if its helping or not, but it cant hurt i guess. Maybe i just needed to talk to someone who wouldnt judge either party, who i could tell every detail to without it being blabbed either on purpose or by accident. Hopefully i can put this behind me soon, im tired of being so angry. 

Drawing Blanks: Oh and Real Quick...

Drawing Blanks: Oh and Real Quick...: I was catching up with my friend Laura, and she asked me to draw her character and one of mine having a mud-fight. So here you go girl! ...


lol yay :3

Its been a while hasnt it?

I guess it has, since its nearly march now >>
Im single again, big shocker. Oh well. No hard feelings, just salt in old wounds.

Charizard's decided to be normal and hibernate, such a joy for me because all he does is sleep. I worry he might be getting sick, because hes not eating, but hes also not loosing any weight that i can see or he would have seen a vet over a month ago. Noodles is doing good, though he sheds awful every time. Untill i can build my rack system he'll continue to do so though. Because im building a rack system i can have my leos back soon. Crackers is still kicking, but i dont know for how long honestly. The kids are doing great, smeg and spooty that is :p

I still have issues with ace, we arent friends anymore. I was the one to end it, i couldnt take being hurt continiously anymore. So like a tooth i ripped him out so to speak, but i still rub my tongue over the hole thats there now. As much as i wish i didnt, i still care to a degree. We were good friends, i dont know what happened. Id like to at some point, and if i strike up a conversation with him anytime soo that isnt shadowmoor related thats what i'll be asking. What happened? Why? Why did you abandon me?

Oy

Had to have Monroe put down yesterday. Because Ace aparently forgot how to care for my leos while they were at his place, the babys are fine. But crackers and Monroe were basicly starving to death. But Monroe wasnt recovering after i took my leos back, and its been a wek or so. So daph or sean put her out of her misery,  hopefully crackers will recover. I dont think i could handle an 8th dying because of Ace. Yea, ive lost 7 animals now, granted Commodore Squiggles was an accident. Still, i thought i could at least trust him with them untill i had space\tanks. I guess not.

Remember what i said i did? On Black Friday?

Well theres more to it than saving Noodles.

I actually was hanging out with a friend that night as well, needed some company as shit hasnt been easy the last few weeks\months. But i was a bit nervous as i hadnt hung out with him aside from the 2 weeks i was homeless before we got the apartment. But we'd talked on facebook for a bit, and i was like well why not, we have similar tastes. We saw a movie, the muppets i believe. He ended up staying the night, i felt bad for keeping him out late and didnt want him to drive back to rockhill.

one thing led to another and he ended up staying the weekend with me, was a lot of fun. In a sort of quiet way he asked me out or rather what would the chances of it being more than friends. I turned him down.... at first. We still talked, still hung out. We took turns spending the night at each others houses, usually at his because he has a bigger and better tv ;)

But that was late movember, we started dating early december. I wanna say sometime between the 5th and the 10th? It was facebook official on the 12th. But im glad i decided to hang with Ricky that day, besides the fact that i needed help getting a 20 gallon long upstairs. Ive felt better than i have in a while, happy i guess? despite the shit with Ace still lurking around every corner.