I stand corrected aparently...

So everythings not better. Its worse.

I wont say why except that everything i thought i knew was a lie or a fabrication of some sort. I dont know what to say or think any more. I also didnt think something like this would hurt as bad as it does, i should have learned years ago not to trust someone this much. Why do i always learn the hard way....

Everythings kinda... bleh

So job's goin ok, as is living situations. Got an apartment with daph and aaron. But that seems to be the only thing going good for me lately.

Conflict got resolved yesterday, or i hope it did. It wasnt fun and it sucked. I feel better after this morning, but that may just be a euphoria from what woke me up. I hope it lasts, im tired of being mopey and sad all the time. As well as confused, thought i was mostly over ace, enough to date i suppose. But now im not so sure, im starting to think that i may have subconsciously tried to be with korr to be with someone similar to ace. Or something like that. But that never worked out, im ok with it, but now im not sure how i feel about ace. Or whether i still feel the way i did? I think i do... but its getting repressed for obvious reasons, but i doubt that thats a healthy thing to do...

BUT! Top Hat Exotics is online and we are selling a few animals. You guys missed out on corn snakes but we take requests :)