Been doing ok, still looking for a job, possible opportunities, so not totally screwed. Despite owing the ER money, having no money to spare. I feel like the biggest mooch, because i am the biggest mooch.
My love life might be picking up, which would be great, wouldnt feel so fucking lonely and excluded. Only thing? He's in Virginia :( (not mentioning the other thing)
The only time i hear from Ace or Daph now is if i show up at his apt, and the only time i get a response about anything is if i call Daph. No body feels like calling me about didly shit anymore, which is great, when there 2 of the very few people that i actually dont mind talking to on a regular basis. Phone works 2 ways i know, but it works only so well if the other person would answer.
From what i understand, yes understand. I dont actually get to see MY reptiles on a regular basis anymore, so i dont know how Charizard, Crackers, the Sand Boas or my baby leos are doing aside from when i show up (hoping that someones home, so i dont waste what little gas money ive got). Because nobody fucking feels like telling me half the time, even if i message them.
Being excluded is all so fun, its not like i paid for any of the herps and supplies or anything (sounds bitter but i never said anything about this before now did i?). I get the excuse "oh we've been busy". Busy my ass, your not too busy to txt me and say "hey, Charizards being fat, so is Crackers" or something like that. Easy right?
Granted were (or should i say their?) doing an online pet store thing here: Top Hat Exotics But i know nothing about it unless they post something on FB or on the blog. I know i dont have to sign papers or anything which is ok, but my animals are involved, so i should be right? Apparently im the only one who sees it that way recently. Granted this is the first time im saying\typing this anywhere.
Not to mention we just lost all 5 ball pythons. I watched one of them roll on me, nothing i could do. I was by myself taking care of everyone while Ace and Daph went on a religious excursion. I have no problem with this, but why would you leave when the animals are sick? Leave me with no way to feed them? Yea, nobody got fed for 3 days, because i cant afford crickets or greens. Thats why my herps are with them, and not living with me. But hey, at least i got to see Charizard for the first time in what? 2 weeks?! Granted i was at the beach for 1 week, but still. I miss my bubby.
La-price needs a hug. A cuddle, something to make this feeling of being left out\rejected go away. Because it isnt much fun.
My love life might be picking up, which would be great, wouldnt feel so fucking lonely and excluded. Only thing? He's in Virginia :( (not mentioning the other thing)
The only time i hear from Ace or Daph now is if i show up at his apt, and the only time i get a response about anything is if i call Daph. No body feels like calling me about didly shit anymore, which is great, when there 2 of the very few people that i actually dont mind talking to on a regular basis. Phone works 2 ways i know, but it works only so well if the other person would answer.
From what i understand, yes understand. I dont actually get to see MY reptiles on a regular basis anymore, so i dont know how Charizard, Crackers, the Sand Boas or my baby leos are doing aside from when i show up (hoping that someones home, so i dont waste what little gas money ive got). Because nobody fucking feels like telling me half the time, even if i message them.
Being excluded is all so fun, its not like i paid for any of the herps and supplies or anything (sounds bitter but i never said anything about this before now did i?). I get the excuse "oh we've been busy". Busy my ass, your not too busy to txt me and say "hey, Charizards being fat, so is Crackers" or something like that. Easy right?
Granted were (or should i say their?) doing an online pet store thing here: Top Hat Exotics But i know nothing about it unless they post something on FB or on the blog. I know i dont have to sign papers or anything which is ok, but my animals are involved, so i should be right? Apparently im the only one who sees it that way recently. Granted this is the first time im saying\typing this anywhere.
Not to mention we just lost all 5 ball pythons. I watched one of them roll on me, nothing i could do. I was by myself taking care of everyone while Ace and Daph went on a religious excursion. I have no problem with this, but why would you leave when the animals are sick? Leave me with no way to feed them? Yea, nobody got fed for 3 days, because i cant afford crickets or greens. Thats why my herps are with them, and not living with me. But hey, at least i got to see Charizard for the first time in what? 2 weeks?! Granted i was at the beach for 1 week, but still. I miss my bubby.
La-price needs a hug. A cuddle, something to make this feeling of being left out\rejected go away. Because it isnt much fun.
